Day 96.........anxiety creeping in......from where?
3 Girls and 4 Suitcases.
It only occurred to me, when I was thinking about a title for todays blog, that I have a pit in my solar plexus that is hanging around. I don't feel it all the time but when there is the slightest bit of 'pressure' (Blog-writing a pressure?) I feel it. Boy, it's feeling REALLY big right now and I will seriously have to do a longer meditation (after I take some Aspen) to see if I can find out where it is coming from.
I won't go talk about it any more, in here but you may see it pop up somewhere else, as I work on it.
Yesterday was Monday, of course and Monday mornings are my time with Ross. He get's a kick out of the fact that he makes it into my blog postings. Yesterday we had lots of chatting time because that's just what happened and he loves photography, so that was our subject. We looked at lots of different photographs, online, of places that he fancied seeing and he is very happy to talk about why the photograph is as it is, from angles to lighting. A huge wealth of knowledge. I think that I may take Jennifer up there with me to listen to his advice and to upload some of his own photography onto his computer for him to look at.
Now, who's got the knot in their stomach, Jen?-lol.
My lovely middle-child comes home tomorrow evening and it will be all change around here. Alison has been sleeping in Jens bed and so I am unsure as to how the sleeping arrangements will go tomorrow night. They may just share the bed 'cause they've lots of catching up to do or we may have to move Ali's bed upstairs into either mine or Jens room, if she doesn't want to be downstairs........or........I could go sleep downstairs and let them have the upper floor? All possibilities and I'll let you know.
I was incredibly 'scattered' yesterday and didn't accomplish very much. I hope to make up for it today. My soup needs made, the library needs visited and I still need to meditate and it's after 9am.
I got side-tracked this morning, looking at massage tables because Andrew has told me that a workmate would like to come for some Reiki. I plan to just do a shorter seated session but, if it goes well, it may be a sign that I'm supposed to open myself up to having a wee Reiki practice here. Vera has said that she'll advertise, for me and that she and her husband are both in need of stress-relieving help. I suspect that 2015 will be a busy year with fitting in four hours of writing and some clients each day. Maybe that's where the anxiety is coming from......the unknown 2015?
I think that I'll keep this one short, I've already told you that I am behind schedule.
I hope that today is a wonderful day for us all and, if like me you are feeling anxious, get yourself a bottle of Aspen (or get in touch for a wee consult) because there really is no reason to fear what's coming next. It's an adventure, after all.
Much love,
Lxx
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